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Joanna, 25, Poland.

Permanent obsession: John Mayer, coffee, music, books.

Current obsession: Game of Thrones, A Song of Ice and Fire, Supernatural.

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Johnny says - 4 days

 


Mom: Is that your book or you borrowed it?

Me: It’s mine. I bought it. I bought all of them. All six.

Mom: Why? O_o 

Me inside: To touch them and smell them and look at them whenever I want to and to read them all over again and to just.. have them, I just want to keep my precious babies close.. *sobbing* 

Me outside: I just like books.


If the road will be straight as hell and there will be no other cars I will drive you/me/anyone anywhere. Unfortunately there’s a real and cruel world out there.

Tomorrow I am going to sign up to driving school. Ooooh this is going to be one great funny disaster.

Now that’s the spirit. 


   I was just sitting with my colleagues today and they were talking about going abroad for work and one thought just hit me.. Nothing is keeping me here. Couple years ago I went to England for three months for work, but I had to go back to finish my studies. But it was awesome! On my own, finally. I even met a lot of friends there, awesome and kind people. I immediately became more confident and open, even I was surprised. It’s like a different world out there. I am talking like I’m living at the end of the world. No, no. Life was easier then, there. Maybe it’s only because everything was so new and shiny and pretty and England charmed me. I don’t know, but I miss this. I would love to go back there one day, that would be perfect. So about that thought: I don’t have my own family, no one, I have a decent job, I live with my parents and I have no prospects for my own apartment. Ok, I will stop right here. I am not going anywhere, yet. But that thought was so intense.. Maybe I’m just tired. Maybe I’m frustrated. Maybe I need something new. Wow, there’s a lot of maybe. I am one undecided woman. I’ll just leave it there. I don’t want to think about it right now. I dream, I need to, I want to.. 


I just finished A Feast For Crows yesterday but my Internet bookstore doesn’t have A Dance With Dragons. Why? WHY?!?! I have only two bookstores in my town and I bet they don’t have it either. I am gonna have to betray my precious Internet bookstore. That’s your fault. I just can’t wait to read the next book!! I feel so empty right now..

 


Hello Goodbye

misslellow:

emotionalfuckwit:

misslellow:

In a couple hours I’ll be off to sleep and tomorrow morning I’m checking into the hospital and having my surgery the same day. I’m supposed to stay there for the next couple days, so just wanted to say ‘bye’ Fam :) Wish me luck!

Just wanted to remind you that I love you more that anything in the whole wide world and everything’s gonna be okay! The nerves will kill me, oh gosh ;(

Don’t say “bye”, say “see you”. 

Love you too, my little ball of nerves

YOU ARE PERFECT<3 

Let’s just stop this reblog and reply thing here, because I might just burst into tears and we wouldn’t want that, right? All that cheering up and hugging.. ugh

You love me, I love you, you love you, I love me we got that down baby!!


Hello Goodbye

misslellow:

In a couple hours I’ll be off to sleep and tomorrow morning I’m checking into the hospital and having my surgery the same day. I’m supposed to stay there for the next couple days, so just wanted to say ‘bye’ Fam :) Wish me luck!

Just wanted to remind you that I love you more that anything in the whole wide world and everything’s gonna be okay! The nerves will kill me, oh gosh ;(

Don’t say “bye”, say “see you”.