There are two kinds of friends (not the best friends, more like people you know and spend some time with).One are the people who you can go to a restaurant with. The other ones are the ones you can go to a concert with. It’s good to have both. It’s good to know which are which.
But when you will try to trick the nature, it won’t be fun. Just awkward. I had a social outing with colleagues. We went to a restaurant and then to a concert. They are the restaurant type.
Came back to work today after 11days off and found out that we will have 11days off in December around Christmas time.
Side note: I like my job but who wouldn’t want some extra days off.
Lately I’ve been thinking about where I am and where I am going to. Ok, all the time. I have this question stuck in my head and buzzing like neon (see what I did there?) - “What if I could go back in time and change some of my lifetime decissions?”. I mean my career path. I wish I was more brave then, had different people around me. Not the toxic ones as they are called. Someone who could share my passions and kick me hard in my butt and say “Come on. Let’s do it together!”. I live a simple life, but I don’t think that’s what I wanted. They say it’s never too late to change it but they don’t know me or my situation. My head is full of unfinished thoughts. I wish I could have more time to do what I love. Right now I have to focus on my job, simple future, health problems, family problems, bills and other everyday stuff.
I guess I’m a big dreamer trapped in a simple life. And just wrote a very whiny note. Sorry.